Awkward of adulthood

Call me nerd or whatever but still deep inside me still load of child thingy lurking now and then

In 30's i still craze of games...still watch anime and read manga, still love cute erasers,play PS, and behaving like cute girl ohoho....its an odd when i live in community that consider woman in my age to behave what suppose my age to behave...hoh berbelit lidah weh....to matured within my appropiate age...hah care what others think...it is me, and i don't cross the boundaries of religion nor doing crime...just me behaving 'unmatured' by some others people think

Then there's group of women, in the name of health seeking guilty pleasure of fame and glamour exposing what they have should covered by ajnabi men strangely are considered normal by this so called conservative community...what the heck...well then let the luncai sink with their water guard...i just can hate from afar